It's been a whileSo some things have happened, not all of it has been great and yes, it's all really difficult to talk about it. But if you don't talk about it, then nothing changes.It's a secret to nobody that I suffer badly with depression and anxiety, and have struggled for a long time with both those things atop problems in my personal life ranging from health to losing Mat. It all came to a head in April when I attempted to take my own life. Since then, I've waited for therapy, I've hung in there and I've started making changes in my life to improve it. I've seen a psychologist and been diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder, depression, mild ptsd and something called Complicated Grief Disorder.It's bad enough hearing it and doing the questions for it.But it's not all bad - these things are treatable and manageable and some will eventually lessen and fade with said treatment.That said, for a long time I've felt like my art has been... not of my own enjoyment. It felt a lot like trying to fill
Not DeadJust sick as a dog!It's been a while huh? How you all been?!
I'm tired of being tiredI'm worn out honestly.But still alive. x
It's been a horrible monthHello, I have some sad news to report;My younger sister who has been suffering for months with speaking utter gibberish and seeing only gibberish which comes and goes (she can't read when it happens. It's not even actual words, it's like she is literally speaking tongues or some weird incantation in a language no one speaks or knows) had a seizure a week and a bit ago. I woke up to a strange noise and came in to find that she was stiff in her seat, foaming and banging her head on the wall. Since then we've been frantically rushing her to appointments to get images and stuff so they have a full picture of what is wrong with her health.I haven't slept much and I spend a lot of time running in to see if she's alright. I've also been spending more time with her. She's confessed she sometimes wakes up with painful stomach muscles, as something I noticed as she was mid-seizure and in the post ictal state, was that her stomach muscles were constantly contracting rather than anything else. I
This just in...medication that makes me even drowsier than I already am is the devil and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ;_;Having a weekend of attempting to (badly) adjust to new medication levels and new meds entirely (ahhh diazepam derivatives, you are wonderful!) - just wish I'd stop dropping off to sleep mid sentence constantly.
Streaming and music and voicehttps://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.php?watch=Bhryn for a couple of hours!
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Trouble BrewingLike a bad cup of tea.I've been up and down this past week and a bit in agony with my back and hip. Eventually got so bad we had the dr out. He thinks it might be sacroliatis (I spelled it wrong, I know, bite me) and extensive/severe nerve damage. He's increased my gabapentin, but honestly it doesn't seem to be doing a whole lot for me.Next week he'll probably put me on another drug with it an...something... pan...I have to get an x-ray done of my lower back/left hip and possibly another MRI. I haven't been x-rayed/MRI'd for my back since I was diagnosed two and a half years ago so this is frightening territory. I hope they don't find anything too amiss.For now, I'm resting a lot. Thanks for understanding <3
GUESS THE HELLS WHATYou can click those for better images BUT the shirts my friend ordered came and she took some pics with her wearing them - they look incredible!!!https://www.teepublic.com/user/Bhryn
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suBMIT yOUR ART tO mEMy offer is for you guys to create some sort of shitty picture (line art only) of your own design, to be added to my next video.So I'm making Tom and Tord play video games and stuff and there's a frame right in the top middle of the scene. It's pretty noticeable, I suppose.Nothing inappropriate, no shipping and nothing too detailed please! The more ironic, strange and weird, the better. I really suggest you just spend a max of 5 minutes on whatever you decide to draw.I'll use - I'm guessing - maybe 60% of all 'submissions' I'm predicting I'll get. This might go down depending on if I get more submissions than I bargained for.I wasn't going to do this, but I decided to because I'm sure you guys can come up with more creative things.
Beania Trial Approval HubThis hub handles all Beania Trial Approvals!For organizational purposes please submit the images of your completed trials to the correct comment threads, so that they can be approved and added to your masterlist entry of your Griffian. In the case of choosing rewards, please post after the images what reward you want.A mod will reply to your trial application with either 'Approved' or 'Denied'. If Denied, the mod will also provide you with information on how to fix the trial for re-submission.Upon approval, the Mod will then post the trial to your Griffian's masterlist entry and inform the banks of any relevant prizesBagbean Trial Approval:Identity Trial: Comment Here Seedling Daycare: Comment
Want your character reviewed in a livestream?https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCc8pkwLyGnxpVWPSJG_hEGQ/live:3c I might be doin a character review livestream in about an hour from now so I thought I'd get a headstart asking for characters ;3If you want a possible review just post a link to your characters ref on this journal keeping these guidelines in mind...- Can be any kind of character! Fan character original character whatever, although it would be helpful if you specified so we can review it properly- preferably have some kind of bio so we can review it properly and not go off just a lone design- Please do not get butthurt if we dont review yours! chances are we can't review everyones- please DO NOT send a ref if you're not ready to hear criticism! We're not only doing it LIVE but we're gunna be honest so if you don't want to risk getting your feelings a little hurt, that's totally okay no hard feelings just don't put your character here we understand ^^- No putting someone elses character without permission! this isn'
Commission infoLast updated June 11, 2018.CURRENT STATUS: CLOSEDThe commissions will open again sometime in August.Slots available: ---PRICESColored workBust 45 EURWaist up 50-55 EUR*Full body 60-65 EUR**The price is higher if the character is wielding a weapon, or there are lots of extra details, custom changes, etc.Examples. Additional FeesSimple backgroundBust & waist up 5 EURFull body 10 EURExtra characterBust 30 EURWaist up 35 EURFull body 40 EURExtra design work 5 EUR<
Juris Societas AuxiliumPlease note that the information you are about to discover is by no means common knowledge within the confines of Earth-27. Most of this is not even known to Oracle (though she is beginning to piece it together), Batman, and the world's foremost scholars. Pieces of this information are known to occultists and other scholars of the obscure and arcane, and ARGUS may have a few ideas. With that said, I will also be withholding some details for the time being.IntroductionMost scholars that studied the metahuman emergence and the corresponding rise of the superhero point to three major events:1 - The meteor storm of 1978 which theoretically introduced alien particles into Earth’s atmosphere which interacted with the human genome, causing an increase in the number of persons with meta-genes2 - The beginning of Batman’s career in Gotham, which inspired others to put on masks, capes, and costumes to take a stand against crime and corruption. Likewise, this is also refere
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Squints at DAI'm still alive!